I hope you all enjoy
your Memorial Day since I can't because it doesn't exist up here! It exists in
my heart though. I guess it got me thinking not just into the lives that have
fought for such things as our freedom, don't get me wrong, I am extremely
grateful for that, but I have been focusing I guess on a different group of
people who have fought for what they believed in. The early Latter-Day Saints
forsook all that they had, because they believed in something that was far
greater than anything of themselves. I think those early saints really
understood what it meant to, "lay up for ourselves treasures in
Heaven" and to consecrate all to our Father's kingdom here on the earth.
Think about it, what sacrifices have you had to make in order to be where you
are at right now as a member of the church? What changes have each of you had
to make to be at the level of conversion you now experience? What I love, even
though looking back and me saying how much those saints had to sacrifice (homes,
family, even their own lives) in many ways we all have had to make similar
sacrifices, or sacrifices that weigh on us just as heavily. Be grateful for
what you have given up. Be grateful for what your own families have given up to
bring you what each of you has. In or out of the church, there has been someone
along the way that decided they were going to change their Heritage's course, I
am grateful for that in my own life.
So! The new comp is a
blast! Elder Ustare is a good man, which is without a doubt in my mind. He is
right from the Philippines, the first one to come to this mission straight from
the isles on the sea! He is 24 years old. He has only been a member since Feb
2013... now that is wild. I have been on my mission 3 months longer than he has
been a member. That is just too weird. Good guy, strong testimony, great desire
to serve. Being reassigned as a Tagalog Missionary though is a real trip. We
have SO much work to do. Honestly. Mind blown. Covering our ward we still have a
lot of work to be done, lives to bless. Okay now really look at things with the
stake we cover, it is like where to begin. Good thing God answers prayers. Our
area by geography is honestly ginormous. Technically we cover all the way up to
the North Pole, which is my area. But I don't think too many Pinoys are up
there. Oh Pinoy is a slang for Filipinos. We just let the other missionaries
tract to find the other Filipinos throughout, we just street contact and
contact at public places, seems to work for us. The look on their faces when
they see big old white me is fun though! The work is hastening though. “And he
gathereth his children from the four quarters of the earth; and he numbereth
his sheep, and they know him; and there shall be one fold and one shepherd; and
he shall feed his sheep, and in him they shall find pasture.” 1 Nephi 22:25
Hey! We picked up a
new investigator this week, her name is Tanya. Real cool lady from England. She
was having a tough time, missionaries knocked her door, she takes that as her
answer! It was proper. Sorry more slang terms... I don't know what is happening
to me. It is the Canadian language. But she considers herself to be a more
spiritual type, never got into the big church scene with everything. Things are
going well there though; she wants to learn more and really desires to see what
we have to offer. Just need to get her out to church! Seems to be the big thing
with all our investigators right now though! Just got to get them out to
church, that is a huge sign of real intent. That is what we need though! We got
a cancel of going to church by this Filipina and her son, a PM family up in St.
Albert because they decided to go to the Catholic Church instead, that one
hurt. They just need to receive that true answer that our Father is anxiously
awaiting to give everyone that asks.
So lately I have been
really thinking about patience. Usually as I consider this I think of the
typical patience like someone is annoying and you can deal with them without
becoming frustrated or upset. But now lately I have been thinking about
patience in regards to God's will and plan. It seems that most all things we do
in our lives we are naturally going to face opposition, which is okay since
that is even doctrine. (2 Nephi 2:11) It helps us see and feel and realize
the great blessings that in store for those who persevere in faith. I think
lately I have been thinking about this a lot in trying to realize why blessings
don't come, or aren't recognized (maybe that is the bigger problem) when
someone is doing what is right, when someone is being obedient, when someone is
following God's plan to their best ability. You can't help but ask, why? Why
aren't the righteous continually blessed especially those who "hunger and
thirst after righteousness" and seek after the Kingdom of God with
sincerity? The only answer that I have come to is simply that it is just
another step in us developing our faith, another step in our refinement
process. When we aren't blessed with those things it isn't that the Lord is
frowning down upon us, but rather allowing us to become who He needs us to be
through experience. In many of those situations I think we will be blessed if
we continue faithful, but maybe we are not ready to receive the blessing, maybe
there is someone who needs to be blessed and be a part of that answer in your
life but they aren't yet in that position. God is in charge, that much I do
know.
Well, that should be sufficient for the day. Stay sweet! I
love you all!
Elder McFall
The Tagalog Group!
My new companion, Elder Ustare
Me and Connor Groskreutz (November 2013 and May 2014) kinda cool with the 18th month difference in these pictures with Connor.. weird!! (not that we look too much different... maybe I just can't see it! eh..)